More than just red lipstick...

A few years back, I came home crying after finding out my then bf was cheating on me. My son (who was then 4 years old) asked me, "Mom, why are you crying?". In between sobs I said, "Someone broke my heart." To this he said "It's ok, Mom, you just have to learn to let go." I didn't know whether to laugh or cry some more. But to this day, it was the best advice anybody has given me. We hold on to something so tightly even when the pain is too much to bear because we believed that it was the source of our happiness, it was what made us complete, not realizing that we had lost ourselves. It took me a very long time to heal but God had His reasons. He made sure that my heart was His alone before He lets anybody in again. Letting go was the best thing I ever did... because now, God has given me more than I could ever hope for...

"When you fall in love, you go into a state of insanity where you lose control of yourself, consciously or unconsciously. What matters is you fall in love with someone who won't take advantage of your insanity, but will respect you and take responsibility of being loved by an insane person..."

If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
For I've never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of You
Loving every breath of You
Still my heart this moment
Or it might burst

Could we stay right here
Until the end of time
'Til the earth stops turning
Wanna love You 'til the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

All this time I've loved You
And never known Your face
All this time I've missed You
And searched this human race
Here is true peace
Here my heart most calm
Safe in Your soul
Bathed in Your sighs

Wanna stay right here
Until the end of time
'Til the earth stops turning
Gonna love You 'til the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

All I've known,
All I've done,
All I've felt,
Was leading to this
All I've known,
All I've done,
All I've felt,
Was leading to this

Wanna stay right here
Until the end of time
'Til the earth stops turning
Gonna love You 'til the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

The one I've waited for

Wanna stay right here
Until the end of time
'Til the earth stops turning
Gonna love You 'til the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

The one I've waited for

The one I've waited for

I'm more into the words of a song rather than the melody... i love how one can combine ordinary inanimate words and turn them into the most passionate of songs. It can be about pain, true love, longing, hate or anything at all. What strikes me most is how the lyrics conveys the emotion and how we can relate to it. Listen to the lyrics... and perhaps you'll get a glimpse of who i am...